Things work out. I came here to essentially say that I was done and found that I was just beginning. Links and encouragement that I have recieved from just one person have sparked a bit of hope in me. I am no longer going to waste my time actively seeking aid. It has been humiliating to put myself out there like that. In any case it is too late as things start coming to an end this week. Alas, I will put my faith in God that he will show me a way. We need too much money, about $1200, to survive the month and it is a bit of a pipedream to think that people would be willing to make that leap for a stranger.
I am currently writing an online "book" that is a sometimes humorous look at what it is like to be the father of a cancer patient. I will post a link when it is done.
Also, I am curently working on my daughters website. She is an aspiring Photographer, and though we can not afford to persue it 100% at this time she has done some great things. You can see her site at http://www.zoesterimages.com. The gallery should be up soon, so keep checking in!
Dont give up hope! You never know when God is going to change your life.